Delta and Echo at Echo's 1st Birthday 3/14/2010 |
In January of this year it was decided that Delta should have a swallow study. Perhaps that would explain why she wouldn't eat. The swallow study was done by two lovely occupational therapists and one agile radiologist. Delta had a hard time sitting still in the seat but was eager to comply with the therapists asking her to swallow different textures from a thin liquid to a solid. I was amazed at how well the radiologist moved around with his x-ray machine to get the pictures. It was determined that Delta had no functional problems swallowing but that it was quite obvious that she didn't like certain textures and she was highly distractable and that could make feeding a challenge. The Occupational Therapists recommended feeding therapy that started in early March at witch she got the diagnosis of Sensory Processing Disorder, basically the nerve impulses that she receives in her senses have trouble processing and in some cases she's over sensitive and perceives what one might feel is pleasant as painful or irritating.
Shortly after having the ng tube placed. The arm splints are to keep her from removing it. |
On March 21, we dedicated Echo to the Lord in our church. We had put this off for a full year as we were struggling with our Faith. How could we dedicate a baby to God, when our prayers for our toddler seemed to fall of deaf ears? We finally realized that although we are Delta's parents, we are not in control. We cannot stop her from having pain or suffering in life and hard as it is to admit, God might not have plans to heal her. This didn't mean we were giving up, only that we were taking the role of co-pilot instead of pilot.
At home with her ng tube and her feeding pump in the background. |
On March 22, Delta was admitted to the hospital for failure to thrive. We had held off as long as we could but it was apparent that she could not or would not eat enough on her own. She received an ng tube that afternoon and was not at all pleased. We were in the hospital for three days and then returned home. The ng tube allowed her to grow but did not make her happy. Delta had always vomited or refluxed but now it was a daily if not hourly occurrence. We had medical paraphernalia all over our house and simple things like joining Bravo's class for a walk at the seashore became a complicated exercise in timing, positioning and carrying enough stuff. Delta had a hard time tolerating her formula at very high flow rates which meant she spent 13 hours a day hooked up to her feeding pump. She also completely quit eating the day she got her ng tube. For the first several weeks with the tube, I doubt she ate more than 3 small bites of food per day.
Shortly after g-tube surgery |
Blowing out the candles for her 3rd birthday. |
Hiking at the State Park |
Delta keep us hopping for sure, but we wouldn't have it any other way. How does it affect the other kids you may ask. Well, for Alpha it simply brings out his amazing compassion and sensitive heart. Bravo gets a little jealous but is understanding most of the time. She had a particularly hard time when we had to miss her 1st grade play right after Delta's g-tube surgery. Thankfully a great friend videotaped it for us. Charlie struggles, he even asked for a button (what we call Delta's tube) like Delta's and Echo, she has never known any other life. She looks for her button and tubie at times and wonders why she can't find it but to hep feeding tube, syringes and pumps are just normal life. I guess now they are to all of us.
Sleep Study |
Dancing with my nephew at my sister's wedding. |
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